Snails Ahoy

I'm supposed to be studying Chemistry right now...
Instead I'm busy updating Facebook, Twitter and whatnots...
I'm so dooomed....
Exams starts next week!
Things never change :s
I can't wait for December to come.
Big month BIG PLANS...
And Christmas. Teehee....

dreaming away...
don't mind me :D

And So It Goes Again...

Party's on hold for now... AS exam in 2 weeks... OMFG *inserts jaw sound effect here* I am so not prepared for hell to break lose. Finally got all my Mock Exam results, and my my have I collected every alphabet possible! Parents' Day this Friday, yup they still friggin have parents/teacher day, haven't informed ze parents... Instantly hid the letter when I saw it in the mailbox >:D Oh should I shouldn't I or well heck with it :D My maths lecturer would probably start complaining about me loitering around the hallway half the time... Better than staying in and falling asleep *snorts*

That's it for major attractions this month. Last one I had was Arthur's Day and my first chillin' trip to Bangsar... Arthur's Day was torturous! First two and a half hours of the concert was performed by God-knows-whos... Annoying shit. I hate hate hate it when chinese artiste start rapping in mandarin, or even cantonese for that matter. Which is why I'm not a fan of Wang Lee Hom, though he's effing hot. So anyway, MC Hotdog's (whatever!) rap makes me wanna gag/puke/fall over&die. He offered the audience an encore, but was obviously boo-ed but he went on with in anyway. Like WTF. Everyone was yelling at him to get off the effing stage... But noo... He stayed there and performed SIX effing songs, which felt like a million-tonne-of-agony! Anyway, that event was a joke. Free flow my ass. They only served Guiness Stout at a limited area, which was so difficult to reach. The only bright side was Black Eye Peas' awesome performance. I adore Will.I.Am insanely! He's smoking! As in, he has the "awesomest" vibes man! Totally imagined myself jumping on stage and ripping his sunnies off!

I vow to never pay a hundred bucks on a public event ever again! It ain't worth. But thankfully BEP made it much less to rant about... Anyhoo... Just a short update for now. Back to books and midnight oil. Toodles...

Race to the Top

I know... It's been AGES since I last updated. Been extremely busy... That would be a total understatement. Haven't had time to balance my cyber-social life. Been spending most of my time of the day either in college or driving (actually riding in the passenger seat :D) around, hunting for good food. Though it is expected that I would have gained weight from all the binging, but I've only shrunk in width and pocket size :/

Anyhooo... Just decided to let off some stress here. I'm down that spiral of losing control again. It's been chaotic, and I'm the worst candidate to be nominated to cope with this kinda stuff. And it's only AS. Can't imagine how it would be in A2. I would probably see rainbows and ponies down the hallway. Mr Leonard would be a pot-smoking pony :p Or the least of it... I've been wondering why I'm walking down this road with countless bookworms, who seem to be running compared to the pace I'm in... I'm amazed at how they do it. How do they survive not being OUT THERE. I would go bananas no doubt :/ Wish I had their will of focusing on their studies.

It's been almost a month since our course department has been pushing us for UK Uni application. It's CRAAAAAAZY! The hassle that we have to go through is mind boggling. I must have been bloody ignorant to not know about the process of achieving the dream to have English Tea while studying with honourable scholars. The amount of brain work and time allocated into perfecting the uni application is NUTS! Before this I knew nuts about a "personal statement". It has been our daily conversation.

The usual "What's up? Partied?"
is replaced with "What's up (looking down)? Drowning in your PS?"

Seriously... It's like sucking the soul out of someone. Mind you, it ain't easy to write a personal statement, which would be read by "highly educated Englishmen". These people are very particular about their language and they expect you to sweep them off their feet. We're not talking about top universities like OxBridge (they're worse, will touch on that in a minute), even mid-rated Uni's like say... Manchester or Southampton, require an ass-kicking personal statement. And much thanks to our education system, the whole lot of us are obviously not prepared for this...

Remember those days when we dream to study at Oxford, Cambridge, UCL, etc... Picturing ourselves in that funny flat top hat, which I have no clue what's it called :/ And now, at the stage of applying, here comes a huge slap in the face for being silly. Application to OxBridge just closed an hour ago, fyi. And their intake is in September 2010. Hah. Go figure...

I'm gonna stay on the green realistic zone and not even bother to glance at the cross between an ox and a visionless bridge. Okay... I'm being lame. Anyway, I don't think I'm of their material. My application might not even reach their evaluation box. So I'm opting for something that's... well... in the middle. Though I'm looking into LSE. But heck, I guess that level ain't to high to try my luck. Bah. What the heck am I saying. Luck is bullshit. It's all about "flair" in your personal statement. Which reminds me... Looks like Mr.Leo's gonna be my best friend (with personal interests&benefits. coughs.) for the next few weeks. This is what we get for EXPLOITING ENGLISH. Dumb government.

I'm basically ranting about how our education system did not prepare us for this stage. Well, they're not entirely to be blamed. But somehow, they seriously contributed to our lack of language proficiency and the hands-on ability. Although the UK Uni's focuses on academics more. But our jaws are gonna drop 25, 000 feet below us the minute we step into their level of education.

I've got plenty of thoughts that have been accumulated for the past weeks.coughs.months. But I need a shuteye for now. It's 1.40am and I have tonned of things to do tomorrow. Trials are in 3 weeks and I've barely drowned myself in books. Actually, believe it or now. I do not have books. As in text books. Our lecturer feeds us notes with a piece paper, a white board, marker pens and a duster (which I find so cute cause every lecturer carries one around xD). And we're sitting on the receiving end with unlimited supply of foolscap paper and constant face-slapping to prevent those eyelids from reaching its station.

Okay I have to stop using ridiculous analogy. I think today's General Paper test has drove me into an essay writing craze. Brain's going haywire, and all the weird stuff are flooding out. Here I go again. I better stop now. Will go on with my dose of rantings in another day. Probably somewhere in a century or two :)

Blazing blizzard

I'll try to end my hiatus as soon as I can...
Before Bel throws a bitch fit at me!
Kidding, Bel :)

So much have happened lately, I don't even know where to start.
Things have been accelerating, till it scares me off my pants.
Jean would know what I mean ;)

I know... WTF with all the discretion right?
Gee... I don't know.
Been feeling really guilty about a lot of stuff.
Feel like I have several stuff spiraling down to disaster.
It's been really dramatic.

Anyway, I'll update soon.
If I have the materials.
Without pictures, I don't even feel like blogging.

Cheerriiioos... :)

Thousand Apologies....

OMG. I just realised that I haven't been replying on my own CBOX.
Many apologies, I have a really bad habit of not looking at that box.
Please don't stop writing there though, seems like that's one of the only ways to keep in touch with all of you :)

melly
Sorry, mel. I'll link you up as soon as I update my blog. I need to relink some people as well.

bel
i guess i don't really have to reply to you that much since i see you everyday :)
but if it matters...
that rat incident is still rather vivid in my mind xD and it was hilarious!
about the religion thing, yeah... we can sail and get lost in the sea together xD
and yes, i'm actually DEAD SERIOUS about the road trip!! plan one yeah?? :)

munwai
i know this is soooooo long ago. but u're still mean as ever :p

hui ling
omg. you need to give me your link!

jean
scarlet kononnyaaaa.... you're happy where you are now anyway. no need for gays :D

wengsiong
serious?! yay! i got a driver! seriously... let's go town hopping and binging! are you in?! :D

chan
hmm... vincent chan?? umm... umm... don't know worr... somehow it doesn't ring a bell :p
could it be that lansi fella??

sarah
yes, hun. will relink you soon :)

ryan
ello. control your friends k? if they keep asking me to link em, my links will be filled with kids whom i don't know. heh :p

brys
wtheck, bra! you don't keep in contact for so long, and when you do, you insult my taste in guys?! ish ish. but oh well, i've moved on to a nicer guy already :D
i would visit melbourne, if i have the ka-ching. like SERIOUSLY!

wenxian
college is giving me saggy eyebags. what good is that? i miss my beauty sleep :(
i wish i can tear myself in two and visit both of you :D
then again, I NEED THE CAAAAASSSSHHH.
plus, SWINE FLU. airport-phobic now :/

i hope i didn't miss anyone :)
accept those i don't truly know, thus don't know how to response xD
toodles

Twisted Fate

I twisted me ankle :(
when I was playing futsal.
It's kinda silly... I don't even remember how I sprained it.
Just remembered tackling with the bunch, then CRACK!
The pain was indescribable, seriously.
But fortunately, my team walked away with the Gold medal :)
and I brought an excruciating GOLD home =.=
Was in pain for hours after that.
Now I've gotta walk around like a limping fool.

Thanks guys for your concern :)
Leslie and Bel, you girls are such sweethearts.
They really took the pain away, though only temporarily xD
Aaaaaannnd... There's this hot guy from *coughs*coughs* student council who came to the rescue!
He totally took the pain awwaaaay.
Teehee :D
Bel, I still don't know why you don't find him hot. Hmph :p

Anyway, gotta scurry off.
I still have about 100 jellies more to make.
Charity Sale is ripping the soul outta me.

I need a vacation.
Road trip anyone?? :)

Self Insanity Streak

TEMPORARY HIATUS
DUE TO EXTREME WORK LOAD AND STRESS

WILL RESUME SOON
WHEN AM MORE THAN SANE :D